Well I have had two sessions with the online counselor and I am working really hard to do what they have suggested. I get up in the morning and look in the mirror and tell myself that I am worthy and I deserve only the best and that’s what I will have. I can’t say I believe it yet but it sounds good anyway. I can easily look at my children and say they are very special and deserve the best and can have anything they want if they work hard enough but I’m still having trouble believing it for myself.
I know it’s going to take longer than a few days. I’m not stupid enough to think there’s a quick fix out there. Its going to take a lot of hard work on my part but my children are worth it. It’s more for them than me. That’s why I’m doing all of this. I owe it to them for bringing them into this hard world we live in I believe.