I suddenly find myself so full of self doubt that it’s almost paralyzing to me. What if I can’t do this? What if I mess up the best chance I have ever had to not only be a good mother to my children but to better my own life so there’s can be better too? I’m so full of what ifs that I can’t hardly function. Life has been hard for me and my children and then this blessing falls right into our laps and I don’t know how to take it.
I have found a great web site online for counseling. I am hoping that they will be able to help me stop thinking so negatively about myself and restore my faith in myself. The counselor is supposed to be one of the best there is so that gives me hope. Hope, that’s a very strong word. In fact, it’s one of the strongest I know. Hope is what they are offering to me and best of all, it’s online and I don’t have to face a group of people I don’t know and whine about my life. I can’t do that. Maybe if you need help too, you should check out online counseling. It has given me hope just knowing something like this is out there for help.